Sometimes when we, living our lives with such a fast phase, searching for whats' best for us, just caught us up in a state of breakneck (Maybe for some, literally).
That we would stop and look at our surroundings, our close peers, and even closest objects that we might missed out through our everyday life.
As for someone who likes to frame things up to inspire others, we tend to throw in so much brain-power for that frame, that we loose out on looking at things around us, which are ours; in my case, it's My LiFe.
So yea, it's the month of October right now, time flies =)
And hey! there are like 5+ ppl from my friends that are like havin their 21st birthday, wallet burn..=P but for good ^^, Let it be a memorable one for them...
And so, it's my birthday month too =) Will change the rules this time, wuhooo!! =) break the rules I wonder, really...if resources are meant to be "fully utilize" in these manner...hehe Don't worry, this time round it'll be BIG...real BIG....
SO..... you might be wondering what is that VOICE BOX thingy up there for, haha...it's something that I dawn upon last weekend, it's superb! it'll be sorta like my first toy in my personal music studio. Before getting that, to make things possible as well, i have to get another lil device, it's the ZOOM H2 handy recorder below *wink! super recording device for a starter and yea...it's portable =)
Let's list out the things that i plan to do, listen...plan, not want...xD.. * Transform my room into a sound muffed room =), estimated price = RM 5,000??? * For a start, get a simple 5.1 pc speaker, no need home theater i guess, it depends on the price as well, estimated amount = RM 500 * Get a freaking 42` inch tv for the room, estimated amount = RM 2, 500( good china brand ) * Come out with an amount of cash to fly to UK + expenses, estimated amount = >RM 5,000 * drums?? not now...haha....i can play when i work, so...what for?? xD * upgrade my lil eee pc 701, that would be buying another netbook.. estimated amount = RM 1,500 * get a HIGH range camera + tamron 17-50mm f2.8 lens + china studio lightings, estimated amount = RM 5,000+ RM 1,500 + RM 1,300 =RM 7,800... lol
that's bout it i guess, for now =)
but yea, it's not at one go, to get these items, haha
I once told myself to get back into blogging, i even told my friends so =)
Many things had stop me from starting back on sharing my blessed life to all mankind, but wat can be said? it just takes the right timing of God.
This day would be the greatest gift I had got from anyone before, because it marks a wonderful proclaimation and laying down of our relationship before Him, most importantly the Salvation of my love one, Cally sweet heart.=)
Owh~ you might say it's a great day, WOW~ sumone got saved, praise the Lord and give thanks for there is an addition of a saved soul into the family of God, nothing is comparable as going back to the Creator, no? =) But thats just so exterior of how things work out, He ...The Only God, had planned things way before you could imagine yourself stucking out your head from your mother's vagina.
God Bless those whom ask from Him, oh yes~ But...but...did every prayer of yours receive a reply from God right there and then?( alil exaggerate ) but yeah..even the day after u prayed? Well, He knows well on the timing to bless you, because then, you'l just be so so greatfull for Him not blessing you earlier on because u weren't prepared/ ready, He knows you really well indeed, wonderful ay? =)
Even when you're sinning against Him at that very moment when God wants to bless you, He still does it because He loves you and doesn't wish for another problem limb on your body.
I mean, nutss!!! You crazy ar?? you do wrong still get rewarded?? well yeah~ ironic ehh? not really....it's because of how we human value things, and with these standard of value-ing things, it has brought mankind into unwanted situation. And thats why i pray that God opens up my eyes when im value-ing things. For I am a child of God, and I'm a Blessed Child for which I am saved not by works, but by grace, thank you FATHER.
Remember this, it's not by what you do/ did to redeem yourself that made you whole, but by looking at the works on the cross n constantly reminding ourselves that we are saved by grace.
Which the defination of grace in layman terms is given by, a favour/pardon which is given although he/she doesn't deserve it, goes beyond all human existed law.
And, this song will mark this day 21st Sept 2009...
"Scarlet"
Middle of nowhere Finally you can breathe Nobody knows your name It's easier
Shut your eyes tightly Clench your fists 'til they almost bleed Cautiously, lightly Gently expose what's underneath
And all you feel now Is the scarlet in your day Even it's real You can't stay...
[Chorus] So there you go You're gone for good There you go You're gone for good
Your mind is swollen From months of thought without release They've taken their toll on you This very moment Of timis and fragile honesty Is precious and rare and fleeting
And all you feel now Is the scarlet in your day Even it's real You can't stay..
i tried figuring out the meaning of this song, which it came out randomly when i choose a song to mark this day with cally, and behold, God is in our midst=) i believe it wasn't a conincidence. Thank you FATHER =)
hvalbaesj (1 week ago) What is this song about? christofu92 (6 days ago) It's about what Jesus Christ felt before he went to the cross And for your info, scarlet means red which in this case indicates blood.
